No graphics from me for a while, guys. My computer is having frequent "blue screens of deaths" and they're messing up everything I do, from homework to graphic design. Hopefully I can get my system rebooted soon and have this fixed. Until then, my dA will be inactive for a while!

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Read these if you're bored. They're actually quite inspiring!
I'm sorry for the lack of updates, you guys. I'm just in a seemingly permanent graphic block these days! Hopefully I can stumble upon some inspiration and start updating again. The perfect place to start with this? LIGHTS MB! *hint**hint* It's a really enjoyable place, filled with talented users ready to help their fellow graphic designers at any moment! midnightshow referred you

[] smoked
[] consumed alcohol
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[] had sex
[] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL: 1

[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die
TOTAL: 5

[] missed curfew
[] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[] dyed your hair
[] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[] been to a bar
TOTAL: 5

[] been to a wild party
[] - i live in new orleans. ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in the night
[x] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands
[ - only my boyfriend's shirt] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
TOTAL: 8

[ ] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 10

[] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[] dry-humped someone; been dry-dumped
[] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[] broken a mirror
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL: 11

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[] cruised the mall
[] skipped school
[] had surgery
[] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[] caught something on fire.
[] lied about your age
TOTAL: 12

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[] got in trouble with the police
[] talked to a stranger
[] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[] rode in the car with a stranger
[] been harassed
[] been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 12

[] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[] prank-called someone
[] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[] cheated on a test
TOTAL: 15

If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]

New Years Revolution; learn how to live.

...or not.
So uninspired lately. Might upload a bunch of older works to take up the time.

This post is me apologizing for a stupid, and pretty ignorant mistake I made a few days ago. The power of anonymous opinion made me into a jerk, and for that, I just want to say I'm really sorry for now looking like a too-faced, hypocritical liar. The only thing is, I can mostly only apology for the fact that I was a coward and couldn't be (wo)man enough to just say what I wanted on my own terms. I had to hide behind a mask, which made the situation worst. ):

I really just want to apology for HOW I phrased my comments, because they were harsh and catty. The result of me thinking I wouldn't blow my own cover. lmao. I feel so guilty and ashamed you'd think I insulted someone's dead grandma D:

I'm not even sure how many of you know I did this, but the saddest part is, I insulted a friend of mine, and honestly I have to blame my own ignorance to her cause. She was standing for something I didn't know was such a huge deal. I read up on it today, and it was really brave what she did and I didn't realize what a struggle it was for girls to simply say "I'm confident" and show it. And then I realized that I couldn't even have the guts to do what she did. The comment I made about her, just wrong in every way. She didn't deserve my words, which were off, simply stupid, and in a way, made of jealousy. As I noticed I (obviously) could never have her kind of confidence. :/

So, yea. I hope that clears some things up. Anonymous is not for me, and it shouldn't be for anyone lol. If I have to say something, even if I know I'll regret it or it isn't the nicest thing, I should just say it face to face. I'm also sorry for being judgmental. Hiding isn't going to make the impact any less heavy, and at least I won't feel like a coward afterwards.